Saturday, March 30, 2013

Life Update


I need to write. It's driving me crazy. Where do I start?

We're moving. No longer will we live in Salt Lake. We are moving to St. George, Utah.

Not only are we moving, but I am changing my major. I was a history major, doing what I thought I enjoyed. But it turns out that half-way through the semester I realized that I couldn't write a research paper to same my life and most of all, I didn't enjoy it. I didn't enjoy anything I was learning or doing. So what do I do?

I change my major to Health Sciences, decide I want to get my CNA and go into Respiratory Therapy, that's what. St. George is a great place to do that sort of thing as well. 

So there you have it. All of our belongings are in a Budget truck and we're crashing at my brother-in-law's house for the next few nights until we can drive down to sunny Saint Geezy.

So there's my update. See you all on the other side.

-Matt

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Writer's Block - Conquer


It’s really interesting…some people say that writer’s block doesn’t exist. Just ask Jodi Picoult:
I don’t believe in writer’s block. Think about it – when you were blocked in college and had to write a paper, didn’t it always manage to fix itself the night before the paper was due? Writer’s block is having too much time on your hands.
So what is this thing that hits me like a brick wall? For me, writer’s block is like some obnoxious, grinning giant has just built up a wall of brick and mortar right in front of my ability to dream, all the while my lungs of creativity are being filled with cotton balls. Above all, there’s nothing I can do about it.
On a daily basis, I am bombarded by the projections of other people’s imagination–whether it be in the media or in the books. It’s amazing how each of these things influences my own imagination. Then, when I want to sit down and write…
Nothing.
Absolutely nothing.
Then, trying to pull something out of the well of nothing, I get a frustration headache and leave it alone. That, my friends, is how writer’s block works for me. Yes, there’s a brick wall, but there’s also a dark void into which I cannot tap. I think that once we start to understand the human brain a lot better, we might be able to understand why writers block happens to people like me wand why it doesn’t happen to people like Jodi Picoult.
What I want you to get out of this post is not that writer’s block is inevitable for some and nonexistent for others, but rather I want to give some advice that was given to me.
I was sitting here, cursing my luck and mulling over this empty void in my head that I can’t seem to understand or grasp when my wife noticed the look on my face and asked me what the matter was. I told her that I didn’t know. Bu then…Oh! Then she said this:
“Why don’t you write about what you’re feeling?”
And here I am. So how do you conquer writer’s block? How do you fight it? I don’t care whether it exists or not. How do you destroy the idea of writer’s block?
Write. Just write.
More often than not, you’re trying to force your creative juices one way, when maybe they’re going another. Just start writing about how you feel and don’t stop until you feel better.

Monday, March 18, 2013

17 more days....

The big move to St. George, 17 more days and we are out of here. I am so looking forward to having much warmer summers and not so cold winters. I am honestly shocked that I survived one winter up here with snow and freezing rain! We leave the 5th of April, thankfully Matt has all online classes and doesn't have to withdraw from any classes this semester. I am way excited for this move, we have most of stuff packed ,but the things like our bed and what not. I am a little sad to be leaving just because my niece and nephew are up here and they are the cutest kids in the world! No more babysitting for us. :( That is a big bummer. I am also am sad to be leaving my work at Kneaders, I love it there, the people the atmosphere. Hopefully, I  will be able to find something like that in St. George. Sadly, the Kneaders down there does not have any positions open at the moment. Sad thing. I will enjoy the heat of the sun down in St. George, I am such a Southern California girl. I love my summers, the heat. I only know who to dress for warm/hot climates. You give me cold/freezing and I will not know how to dress myself. Well, that is enough for now.

Sunday, March 3, 2013

1 am and still awake

I would have never thought that not sleeping next to my husband would keep up for hours when I have to wake up at 8 to get ready for church. I am currently in St. George spending the weekend with my sisters. While Matt and his brother are down in California. After almost 10 months ( 2 more day's) I thought it would be nice to sleep in a bed all by yourself. NOPE! I was wrong it is horrible, there is no one right next to you. If you wake up in the middle of night, you can't hug that special someone. I wish he was with me right now. On a side note, this makes me realize that I love Matt more than I ever have. I was madly in love with him when we got married, but now I can honestly say I am more madly in love with him everyday that passes. I never understood that saying about loving someone more than the day you married them. It goes something like that I'm not sure. But, I understand that now!

Hopefully...I will be able to fall asleep in a couple minutes otherwise I will falling asleep during church andy that is no bueno! I'm very sad that Matt will not be coming in till late tomorrow, but as long as he gets here safe and nothing happens to him ( and my brother in-law) is all I care about. I will now try to get some sleep tonight in this queen size bed all by myself.

-Liz (Elizabeth)